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This is my journey of finding out what life means for me and what I want to make of it. This is my journey of finding out who I was, who I am, and who I want to be. This is a collection of the neverending thoughts that plague my head. If you really want to know what I think of you, then you've come to the right place. Here, I won't hold back and you can't say I didn't warn you. There is a definite possibility that I may something that will hurt you. Your choice if you want to read on.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

This is nothing new

I'm depressed.

-scored a 36 on my chem midterm. I could've gotten 44 if I didn't make a dumb error. (average was 30 I think out of 70)

+scored a B+ on my essay

-had to redo library assignment

-feeling really left out for a lot of reasons from a lot of people

+gunbound

+Harry Potter 4 movie

-someone may have possibly spoiled the 5th or 6th H.P. book for me

-lack of sleep

-working draft due tomorrow for six page essay

+brandywine food

-antisocial

-antisocial

-ANTISOCIAL

-losing interest in everything I liked

-antisocial


*sigh*

posted by Rukia @ 3:33 AM  

1 Comments:

  • At 12:40 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Althought it is a rought time for you keep in mind that the moods/emotions of any human goes through constant changes from one end of the pespectrum to the other. This is how life works (or at least keeps it interesting).

    For your academic misshappenings, go through and see what went wrong overall...try to set "fixing those errors on the next shot" as your possible goal and move on. It's only through going into hard tests that challange you and making mistakes that you will learn and enhance your problem solving skills that will be greatly need in the years to come.

    As for emotional changes towards an anti-social/insomiac (doubt I spelled it right), they are unavoidable changes in life. They come and go like the weather and worry you should not.

    "Accept the sorrow as you accept the happiness."
    -Late Pope John Pual II

    Let yourself accept that this may not be the best time for you overall, seek help in what you need in your friends or instructors or whomever, they will be willing and able to get you through what you may need (and make your life a tad bit easier). Accept this may not be the best time and move on. Also remember, Stay Calm.....this really really helps.

    I do not know if this helps in anyway, but it's better you get one opinion than no opinion. Enjoy your Thanksgiving and Thank You for listening.

     

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