Angry at you.

I'm so angry at you. I'm soooo angry. I have so much hatred for you and I wish I didn't, but how could you do that to me? How could you do that to me? You said you cared, but you're so inconsiderate... You piss me off. You fucking lied to me... and you lied to me in so many ways and so many times. You said trust meant a lot to you... and you knew it meant a lot to me too. Fuck, I'll never trust you again. I don't care what you say, I'll never trust you... and a part of me thought you knew me, but you don't know me at all. You don't realize I'm angry at you, and if you did, you're not doing anything about it... which in that case, you're an asshole because you're wanting for me to explode on you and ask you what the fuck is going on, or you just don't really give a shit... either way, it makes me even more angry. Why can't you just take the initiative to explain your actions... you know they hurt me, otherwise why would I be so angry like this? Don't I at least deserve that much? Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you. I didn't care about the first part... I could forgive you for that... but for the second part, for lying to me, for not keeping your word, for being an asshole, for your stupid inconsiderate decisions, for every other crap thing you've done since then, I will never forgive you... you didn't even apologize anyway... and you know if I ever did forgive you, it'd be because I let it go because this anger is so overwhelming and it pisses me off because you don't deserve even a percent of it. If I ever forgave you, it would have nothing to do with what you did.

Fucking fuck you for all you did and done to me. I wish I could tell you what an asshole you are and how much I fucking hate you. And how much I wish you could rot in guilt. I really hope you remember me as the girl who gave everything to you yet you were an asshole and treated me like crap. I hope you're filled with that guilt because I hate you. I fucking hate you.

I'm never talking about you again. You bring me way too much anguish that I don't deserve. Haven't I been through enough, huh? You're an asshole. I fucking hate you.