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"a lifetime of feeling decayed, of looking for pain and then running away, lost and confused, broken and used, needing your touch while losing myself, and using, abusing, misusing, spilling and killing the things held inside, afraid of the truth, misjudging you, becoming a fool for you. i'll give you my heart, i'll give you my soul, i'll give you my mind, my strength, take it all, i managed to lie, to cheat and to bribe with words, it came back ten-fold, time spent apart, youve drifted too far, lost in the sea, lost in your heart. havent i suffered enough?"
http://deadroach.diaryland.com/030831_45.html
I found that at that link, but the person that wrote it hasn't written in the diary in so long that it got shut down. I really liked that passage... it reminded me of a NIN song.