Dead.

I think it's stupid being this way. I cried driving home today and when my mom called me. Driving on the freeway and crying is a weird thing... not the safest thing, that's for sure. Talking to my mom made me feel better. She made me feel like I can do something, but the truth is I'm not so sure I can. I haven't given it my all and the problem with me is that I don't know how. I'm not in the right learning envoirnment maybe. Anyway, I've decided to go on a hiatus. I'm dead everywhere. I'll let you take that how you want it.