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This is my journey of finding out what life means for me and what I want to make of it. This is my journey of finding out who I was, who I am, and who I want to be. This is a collection of the neverending thoughts that plague my head. If you really want to know what I think of you, then you've come to the right place. Here, I won't hold back and you can't say I didn't warn you. There is a definite possibility that I may something that will hurt you. Your choice if you want to read on.

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Whining.

There's a fine line between just completely whining and being depressed for a good reason.

Sometimes I think that people who say they're going through so much and they complain, whine, and ramble about the same crap everyday are so full of shit. They say they're depressed and all that, but sometimes I wonder if they even have that good of a reason.

I've seen some pretty bad shit out there and I've heard of a lot of different things that people have had to deal with it. I've read people's diaries where their best friend commits suicide because she said no when he asked her out. I've read people's diaries where a girl gets pregnant when she's only 14. I've read diaries where their best friend gets shot right in front of them. That's true trauma. So I hate it when people complain about nothing. They only think they've got it bad.

I hate people like that. They should just shut up... but I guess I am a hypocrit, but you don't know what I've been through, so who are you to say? I can't believe how unbelievable weak some people can be. Sometimes I wish that my best friends was shot, that someone close to me commited suicide, or that I got pregnant, just to show you how strong I can be... but I guess that's illogical thinking. What would you know about it?

1 Comments:

  • At 12:19 PM, Blogger Lauren said…

    i used to wish that a lot, sometimes still do: that something bad would happen to me so i could show i could cope. but then again, that was when i was depressed, so maybe i just wanted to have a proper reason. not that i was like the people you talk about- i never really mentioned it to anyone, so i guess you might say i actually *was* depressed. shit happened to me, nothing *that* bad, but then, just cos one person can handle it and another can't doesn't neccessarily mean then one who can't is weaker/making a fuss. different people genuinely cope with situations based on their experiences and genetics. i'm just rambling now... sorry!

    but you probably wouldn't *really* want those things to happen to you. but then again.... oh, i don't know!

     

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