Iris.

I always loved this song since I first heard it, but I guess I never thought much of it until today. I heard this song while I was drying my hair at the gym, because I went swimming, and I did some laps.

Iris is the goddess of the rainbow and the messengers of the gods. Did you know that?

As I was listening to this song, I realized how much it reminded me of ****.

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
---Goo Goo Dolls

The surprising thing was... he called me today. Actually, he called me last Tuesday too. Today he told me that he called me just because he felt the need to tell me that he loves me still. I told him I do too, but if he could see how much I really missed him... well, then maybe he would say he missed me too, because it seems like that's what he was trying to say, but I know better. Nothing between us will work out. They never do and I'm tired of that kind of pain. I just wish that my heart would listen... cause if it did, I wouldn't think about him as much as I do.