I miss you too much. I want you too much.

I want to talk to someone that understands. I want to talk to someone who would or could be able to help me, but nobody can. Everything seems at an all time low for me and conflicts with friends are arising. My new perspective won't work this way, not if I keep feeling angry. I'm just so angry at everyone lately, all for different reasons. Some, I'm not exactly sure why the resentment, but either way, I can't really seem to stand anyone.

I tried to talk to someone earlier and he/she didn't make me feel better. I think he/she was trying to make me laugh, but it only made me angry that he/she didn't take the situation seriously. I know he/she meant well, but it pissed me off. If you think it's you, don't worry about it, I'll be over it... I'm angry at everyone, remember?

To simply state this... I fucking hate everybody right now and maybe I thought that one person could make me feel better, let me down... Another person that I wish I could talk to... I just can't reach to him, as much as I want to.

I just want to fucking go in the corner and cry, because I hate living. I want to fucking die.

Here's a quiz to lighten the mood (bolded parts are things I think are true; question marks are unsure):

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble(?). Honest and loyal.
Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom(?). Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and
easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but thoes
not show it(?). Dislike unnecessary things. Loves
making friends(?) but rarely shows it.
Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing
dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift(sometimes). Tries to learn to show emotions.

What does your birth month say about you?
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Oh yeah, I won't be writing in here for awhile. I'll come back when I'm feeling better. No need to exacerbate the situation, right? Same goes for AIM, I'll be back when I feel better... unless I need to talk to someone...