That damn ticket.

I can't get the possibility of having that ticket out of my head. It's driving (haha) me insane! I just wish I knew if I got one or not, so I wouldn't have to deal with the possibility of getting one. Everytime I think about it, I just want to cry. I get so frustrated with myself. I try to slowly convince myself of it, but it comes back after awhile. I can't seem to concentration on any SAT work I'm doing. I just keep thinking about it, and keep thinking about it, and my head really hurts. I don't want to think about it anymore, but it keeps coming back to scare me. Just tell me if I got a fucking ticket or not already! I don't care if I get one now (actually, I do, but...), I just want to know what I need to deal with!